xoxo, you never forget to hate, but you always have to remember to love.

All in an instant, everything changes.
We leave the past behind and speed toward the unknown - our future.
We set out for far off places and try to find ourselves..
or..try to lose ourselves.
The problems start when we refuse to let change happen and cling to old habits.
But if we hold on to the past too tight,
the future may never come.

I love spending time with you. I love how you always laugh at whatever i do. I love running my fingers through you hair. I love how perfectly aligned your toes are. I love how you always ask me if i want ice cream for dessert after dinner. I love how we laugh. I love how you love history. I love how you smell all the time. I love how smart you can be. I love the way you always look for my hand while you're behind the wheel. I love how i always run to places so i can get there quicker than you do. I love how you always tell me you love me. I love it when you hug me and kiss me. I love it when you tell me i smell good. I love how you tell me i always look my best even when i really do look like hell. I love the music you listen to. I love the way your arms always find their way around me when we call it a night. I love seeing you smile especially if i caused it. I love how chubby your forth fingers are. I love the feeling i get when i see your fingers interwined with mine. I love how you know what my favourite things are. I love how you notice my habits that i never knew. I love so many things about you.

The many things i love about you, are the reasons why i shouldn't.
Times change, so do people. Their thoughts change ever so constantly.
I wish things could be like how they used to be. Light and easy.
Where no one ever had to worry.
But that's just wishful thinking.
No matter what, i'll always love you. Friend, lover or foe.

Too much of a fuzzy feeling. Gonna sleep it off. Goodnight everyone.
xoxo